Hibernation

I have finally gotten myself into a reasonable sleeping schedule. I got to bed before 2 am. Last night went to bed at like 11:30- its 7:30 and im awake. Of course instead of doing my reading for class im blogging. whatevaaa.


Miss my friends so hard right now. Im seriously getting so sick of everyone here. I get along with Eshter in my flat. thats it. Then there are the American Girls- they are leaving in a month though. I either need to start making more friends or perhaps be content with solitude. I actually am going to do that maybe. Once im back in Seattle I know it will all change!!
I dont mind it. But i do get bothered when i enter into these aliented states. Seasonal affective disorder- ruining my life---im just trying to live it.
ha

Like i mentioned previously. I fucking love London. New Cross disguises how amazing London is. But once you get out of New Cross and into Central- Its like a whole new world---magic carpet ride.
It is so beautiful. I hate looking like a tourist and stopping to gawk at the city scape. so i try to bustle along like all the locals- but then realize i dont know where im going and get confused.

I fuckin love this city. Dont worry Seattle Im going to come back.

I think im getting sick. My glands are swollen. and body aches. Gloria is coming for the weekend. Shit!! i cant get sick. We have to own-----i will just take airborne bongs and drink 69 redbull. perfect!! I will feel amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then die.

miss everyone!! its nice to hear from people