Sisterhood of the Traveling Filthy Santa Hat

I am so very bored!
So I was thinking how much longer do I have to be in this shit-hole. Justkidding I London is amazing but I am in New Cross and I miss all of my friends soo much. I need to keep busy- good thing i can blog. wow my life sucks.
So i wanted to make a countdown clock widget for my screen so i can think how long each day is. so first off 68 days till i get back. I missed the 69 point. that should have been a celebration. Lets see and as i was looking at the countdown things people had designed i noticed some people are even more pathetic than I am- someone made a countdown until the new chronicles of narnia movie comes out. a specific program designed just for this very purpose. I feel better knowing that my countdown is when I have a restored social life. whearas a countdown to Prince Caspian coming out is like a countdown to when your life will become even more pathetic.

i went to a vintage store with esther that had a sale where you buy a bag and put everything in it that you can and all you pay for is the size of the bag. at the end we filled it up quite well but there was still some room left so i put in the most disgusting thing there that was a santa hat that covered in sparkles and made of pure polyester. it was dirty on the white part and had plastic stars sewn onto it. This was probably worn by a stripper in a sexy santa costume. So i think i can put it to pretty good use. I told esther that it could be like our friendship token. A sisterhood of the traveling filthy santa hat.
The store was in Brick Lane- this is a nice area. it is quite post-industrial I feel like oliver twist probably lived somewhere around that area. And I think that Jack the Ripper found most his victims in this area. its kind of been made into some hip place but not quite it still has all of its shitty dirty appeal to it. and has also become overrun by people from India. So its hip and diverse! I was impressed. Still more places in London that i have yet to discover. This blows my mind. I am currently composing a list.

When Mat was here and we were looking for a place to go in central london one night we kept getting harassed to go to this place called Zoo BAr. or maybe it was when i was with elisabeth. its a blur . but it is known for being disgusting. well trashy i guess its better way to put it. I never imagined myself going in there. But i went along with adam and his friends and his friends girlfriend Freddie who i met a few days prior at the student union. We bonded as friends because she squeeled with delight that I went to school in seattle- not because of kurt kobain- but because of Fraiser.
Anyhow we ended up in leicster square at zoo bar because they let us in for free- it was like a wednesday though so its not like we got a super sweet deal.
I was super drunk and dont remember much. just that adam doesnt let me dance with rapists. I cant talk shit on him in my blog since he knows the address for it. I will just save that for another time.

anyhow zoo bar was gross- i hate clubs. where are all the normal people??
i went back alone because i got confused and crossed the street when they all went to burger king. and didnt want to bother finding them again. so i just took a bus home. so this is becoming too common of an occurance for me. I fell asleep on the bus- missed my stop and ended up in Peckham Bus Garage at like 3 am. LEts just say you dont want to be there once the sun sets. And then had to take another bus to get home and still got off at the wrong stop. i somehow should have been raped by now or need to learn my lesson.


oh and my friend jess did ketamine- ho tranq. thiss week so i had to take care of her earlier this week. im pissed about it because i know she wouldnt do shit for me. things like this make having friends far away so hard. because at home i wouldnt be taking care of this skanky bitch i would be making fun of her when she fell over while trying to be sexy so that the bouncer could let her in.
I have decided to stay clear of her for the rest of my time here.
I hope people still read this shit because otherwise im jjust talking to myself and then i might as well just get a prince caspian countdown clock.