Uhhhh I am so irritated. Even loads of booze cant help the most awkward that means me! Adam who lives cross the hall from me thinks that I tried to hit on him. He has like a girlfriend thing and I am not even interested. He is like this posh southerner. Not really my thing. Considering Daniel pegged me as having crushes on guys that look like they are strung out on heroine. Apparently when I was drunk I asked to come in his room. I don’t think that means I want to BONE. I was just bored. I do that all the time in the dorms back home. If I can’t sleep I keep people around me up. So he started acting all awkward around me. Wouldn’t talk to me wouldn’t look at me. I was getting really annoyed. I didn’t know why he was acting that way. I asked Paul and he explained the situation to me. So of course what happens when I get drunk and am irritated with someone? Cambray repeat. I was the only one in my flat who went out last night and as I came stumbling back a destroyed mess from something called “Nail the Cross” where I had managed to steal loads of beer when the bartenders weren’t looking. Whats wrong with me…….. Anyhow Came back and started pounding on Pauls door. I don’t really remember the details…but I guess I started yelling things about Adam. I was only joking!! Then he came and knocked on the door and asked to borrow a dvd. I suspect this was a way to make me shut up. nope only made it worse. As he was stepping out the door I yelled “Hey Posh Spice I don’t wanna have sex with you!!!!!!” among other things. Well this morning I feel barely alive and now my floor thinks im insane. As Christina might say DON’T CARRRRE. I am curious to see how this pans out.

I can hear Tovah belting miley from her room. Not helping.